Monday, March 23, 2009
On Saturday my little Bomb Squaders had a game. Well my wedding rings bug me inside my glove so I asked my husband to hold them for me. Anyways, he forgot he had them in his pocket (yes of all places). Hours passed and when he got home I could hear him marching around the house. I asked what he was looking for and he told me he couldn't find one of my rings. The main one. With the diamonds in it!! Holy Cow!! Not only is this ring so special to me because it's my ring but because it was my grandmother's wedding ring. Long story short, my husband in the mayhem text his buddy's from work to tell them to keep on eye out for it. One guy text back to say he found my ring on the ground outside of the break room at the airport!! What were the chances....SERIOUSLY!! Anyways, I'm so grateful that someone was looking down on me (and Jr)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I can't believe how fast my kids are growing up. Skyler is 8 now and in 3rd grade. I can't believe she'll be an "upper grader" next year, in 10 and under and 2 yrs away from Jr high school. She's grown to the height of my shoulders and will soon out grow me in shoe size. (she's an 8 1/2 now) She's so intelligent, caring, helpful, tidy, loving, compassionate and beautiful. She's my oldest and they say that the oldest are always the learning process. I've definitely not done everything right with her, but feel like she's really blossomed into an amazing young lady. Her and I have really sort of grown up together......Kapono is 3 now and looking to start preschool soon. His poor teachers are gonna really have a hard time with him. He's crazy, but caring. Outgoing, but lovable. Rebellious, but sorry. Wild, but so damn cute. He's my hardest to discipline because he's rough and unintentionally reckless but so adorable that it's hard for me to be upset with him. He's ALL boy and knows exactly what he wants to do in life. He's GOING to USC to play football and basketball. He's my only boy and I'm so fortunate to have him.......Kensington is now 6 months. She's at such a super fun age. She's the baby and it's like they're born knowing it. She's spoiled to the max but not by physical things, but by being held and loved. She wants your attention most always, and will let you know if you're not giving it to her. She's fun and easy going and I'm enjoying watching her grow. She's the last one for me so I'm really trying to soak it all in and take each moment and cherish it......These 3 little ones are the lights of my life. I live to see them happy and smiling. They absolutely love me with their whole hearts and will forever be the best friends I'll ever have!
Monday, March 16, 2009
I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. I am who I am-that probably will never change. I'm not a forgiver or a forgetter. I don't trust easily and once that trust has been broken it's hard for it to ever appear again. Do I give up my feelings for the sake of others, as I usually do, or do I stay true to myself and think about me for a change? If I should choose the latter I will lose someone who's meant a lot to me for a very long time. If I choose the previous then I continue to live with a cluttered mind. I can't for see things ever being the same, but wishfully hope they would be. The future looks grey without a chance for hope. I try so hard to always be the best friend I can and am so saddened by the lack of returning the favor. This situation is a black cloud that looms over a friendship that will probably always cast showers on it. This scenario brings me back to the topic-Letting go.........